Monday, November 8, 2021

A walk to remember

The day was long and I was very tried. I have to travel a long distance to reach home. When I was about to hit the shutdown button, I just saw that small green light near his name. How could I hold myself without telling a hi... I typed Hi and there was not this instant reply. It was never an instant reply. I waited for sometime knowing that its getting late, but I liked to wait. He replied back with a hi and our conversation continued for few mins. I said I am leaving office. He asked, can you wait for another 30 mins? I just logged off from the VPN will check the mails and we both can go home. I know, I have to leave but I can never say a no to him. I immediately replied OK. 30 mins became 40mins, 40 mins became 50 mins  and then I spent that extra 1 hour with just his thoughts. He called up and asked me to wait downstairs. I walked there happily not even caring about that 1 hour wait. I was not angry at him instead I smiled when I looked into his eyes. I got into his bike. We left the office. 

He was known for his fast and furious drive and I had always loved it. Within sometime we reached the bypass road. There was no much traffic as it was already 9PM. He raised his speed and his bike was tearing the wind apart. Though it was not a nice climate the speed of his bike made the wind just blow into my ears. It felt really nice. In another 20 mins we would be reaching home. Then came this sudden halt I asked him what happened??? he asked me to get down his bike. I was like what?? Then I got down the bike and he said looks like the tyre got puntured. I didnt know what to do, I have to reach home. Its pitch dark and desserted. He got down and checked, but of no use we cant do anything about it. He tried to call a mechanic... he didnt pick up. Without knowing what to do, he asked can he stop a bus so that I can reach home. I said no, being with him felt more safer than travelling in the bus in that road. He again tried to call the mechanic but no point. The time was running. To my surprise I was not getting tensed I was not afraid I was not angry about anything. I just stood there trusting him completely. I know he wont let me down. Whatever happens he would always be there for me. Few bikes passed looking at us wierdly and it didnt bother me. After waiting for 15 mins without knowing what to do we just started walking. Not that kind of a walk where we both held hands together and walked slowly rubbing our shoulders in the moon light. It was that walk in that pitch black road where anyone could stop and assuault us where anything and everything was possible. But without thinking about any of these things I just felt happy, I just felt secured and safe with him. He was walking holding his bike. My triedness didnt bother me instead I felt sad because he had to push his bike and walk. He was sweating like anything. I wanted to wipe it out. After walking for sometime he again called the mechanic and thank god he picked up and asked for the location. We waited there for sometime but as he felt it was not safe for me, we again started walking. We walked a long distance. Except for the fact that he is pushing his bike I was feeling very happy being with him. 

We were about to reach a bridge and the mechanic arrived, so we stopped at the bridge and the mechanic started to fix the tyre. I just turned and started admiring the water running underneath, then he came and stood near me. I just turned and looked at his face he was sweating, I wiped it off with my hand and turned again to the water not able to look at his powerful eyes. He said, U look beautiful and I said I look the same as always. He said no, u look different. I asked, what difference he could see?? and he said, ur eyebrows have been done good this time. Oh god how could he observe so much at this point of time having pushed the vehicle for so long. I said, yes have done it in a different place. He said its good and said, I just love your long hair, except for the fact that u dont style it up nicely. I was like what??? u like my hair??? and he said, I just love it. He came closer and took my hand, it felt so warm so nice and he held it tight. My heart was thudding with the maximum speed that it could. He took my hand and kept on his chest and asked, can you feel my heart beat till it beats. I was shocked surprised elated and what not. Tears filled my eyes and he asked will you be mine??? and can I ever say a no to him?? I just nodded my head looking at his beautiful eyes. The bike was ready and he dropped me near my place. I waved my hand at him wanting to hold his hands forever. He said hey stop... can I ask u something?? My heart was pounding with so many questions what is he going to ask, a hug in that busy road a kiss amongst the crowd. He said, can u give me 100 bucks in case of an emergency I just gave whatever I had to the mechanic. I just smiled back and gave him money and walked back home. 

Saturday, October 30, 2021

Change is inevitable

Change is inevitable, things around you change, you change, people around you change. Nothing is same as it was yesterday. To live life happily... live every moment at the best, if not the best atleast not by hurting yourself or others. 

If you are happy spread it. 
If your sad try to do things which can make you happy. 
If you are angry just close your eyes and don't utter a word. 

Create memories every moment. So that when you look back one day, you can smile at yourself :) 

P.S: 
1. Early morning realisation looking back at old memories, a timeless treasure. 
2. Not making it very sensitive, just a thought. 

Friday, October 29, 2021

Love... The magic of life

I always believe love is magical, it can change everything. The way you see the world, the good, the bad, the problem, the solution, the sky, the moon and it goes on.... Be in love and you will know how it feels. It gives you endless possibilities to love someone to accept someone and to forgive someone and to forget everything.


He was sitting on the swing trying to pull his socks up his beautiful feet... I had always wondered how beautiful his feet are... infact envyed at them. I went near him and pulled his ears and asked him... your wife is standing here in the balcony looking at you... waiting for you to say a bye, but you are just going like that without even caring to look up. He said, hey dad was there right and I asked, so what you can say a bye... He said no de... I cant kiss you like this right making a pout face like trying to kiss me. I blushed and took my hands of his ears and placed them on the sides of the swing trying to go close to him. I pulled his cheeks and went near him and moved away fast realising we are in the balcony. 


He wore his shoes and went down while I stood there watching his steps. I turned over and leaned over the balcony wall waiting to see him get in the car. He drove the car outside the gate and came to close the gate. He glanced me once with no much expression while I stood there trying to hide my smile. He closed the gate and went near the car, opened the car door and looked up at me I was standing there all blushing and smiling looking at him. We both tried to kiss in the air. Trying hard, so that no one notice us. He went inside the car and again came out after wearing the shades.... Omg he is so handsome. We kissed the air again and I stood there blushing and smiling. He got in the car while I stood there wondering how beautiful love is.... 


Till few months back life was not Iike this. All we had was hatred, arguments, dislikes, and grudges. But something was holding us together we dont know what it was. That small factor always held us together and we tried to be there for each other even if had fought or argued badly. And all it took was a sec... a nano sec... to forget and forgive and to start over again. And yes we are in love.. Wanting to live many more years together as we celebrate our 10 years of married life... 

Monday, October 25, 2021

Purple Tea Cups

It was a pleasant evening, he led me into that beautiful room. Not stuffed with many things, just a coir materess laid on the floor where we love to spend most of our time. A small double door brown cupboard in one corner and a computer table on the other side of the room. He kissed me on my forehead and said, hey dear I got a surprise for you. I smiled back at him... surprises are no more surprising as he is known for surprising me always. He asked me to relax while he headed to the kitchen. I sat on the bed recollecting those precious moments that we spent together here. 

In 5 mins I knew what is he doing... that smell and aroma... when he prepares it for me. I love tea for many reasons... The first thing I would wake up to in the morning is, my mom's cup of tea. I sit down with my sleepy eyes and sip on the hot tea slowly simulating all the nerves of my body making me feel refreshed. There he came holding them, one in each hand. He came and sat next to me handing me the cup and wishpered, for you baby. I held that purple cup with my favorite tea prepared by him. Hey what is this new cup? I asked him. Dear I bought this for us. I just loved the colour and thought I will buy a pair for us. We sat there  sipping on our purple tea cups. The best tea I ever had till now... I dont know what he adds in it. To be honest I love his tea over mom's tea. 

Now both of you are not there in my life. And I dont know how to make that perfect tea. May be you both had made it more special with your love which I would miss forever.